October 25, 2004

  • Entry 037: Should Be Sleeping

    grrrr... hopefully i won't be groggy in the morning. this is starting to piss me off. there are so many things i want to get done before the month is over... and i find myself committing to more and more things that come along. sometimes i feel like i should just devote time to what's truly important to me and be just simply say no to lesser things.

    some things are important enough that you don't say no to them if you can help it, since they mean a lot to people. like the several birthdays of friends and family celebrated these past weekends. but after a while you really want to start saying no to the simple social events and claim your private time to yourself. sigh...

    it's almost three in the morning. why did i even lose sleep thinking about it. there's just not enough time in one day. i want to do so much more over the weekend that there's just no room to cover it all. and now my tight scheduling is pinching into my work schedule, and i can totally see it affecting my organization. sheeze my apartment is messier than i'd like.

    ah whatever. good night all.